it’s been a long day. My whole body hurts.
…I could really use some ftm!Will headcanons right about now (send me some).
ftm!Will still keeps some of his old clothes somewhere in a box. He was planning to dispose of them, but he kept putting it off until he forgot about it completely. One day, Will finds that box by accident when he’s cleaning up. He studies the tight feminine shirts that probably no longer fit him, two or three pink flannel shirts (he always had a thing for flannel), and oh god he forgot he even had that dress!
Will hesitates only for a second before he takes his own clothes off and starts trying his old stuff on. He was surprised that the clothes still fit him, though they were a bit tighter around some areas (and looser around others, he smiled to himself). Eventually he picks up the dress, shaking his head in amusement as well as disbelief at how ridiculous he’s being. He pulls it down on his body fairly easily, realizing it’s supposed to be zipped up at the back, but he doubts it would close all the way up even if he could reach it.
He doesn’t look at his reflection right away. Something’s stopping him. Wearing the shirts is one thing… but this was going to be the real test. Will didn’t realize that’s what he was actually doing until that very moment. He was testing to see how much he had changed. There was a familiar fear lurking in the back of his mind… What if he saw himself in a dress he used to own, and see something he hoped had disappeared by now? It terrifies and excites him at the same time. He takes a deep breath before turning to look at himself, letting it out slowly as he watches the man staring back at him from the mirror.
He bursts out laughing, mostly from relief. Whatever test he was putting himself through, there was no doubt in his mind that he passed it with flying colours, so to speak. He felt relaxed, proud and complete. He couldn’t even remember what he was worried about anymore. The calm sense of serenity was quickly replaced by crippling terror when he heard Hannibal’s voice coming from the door.
"Would you like me to help you with the zipper, Will?"
this panel is so incredibly gay I’m going to die
Do I like the needy little noises Hannibal makes in the back of his throat when I’m buried deep in him?
Yes and yes and yes.
Since the occasional woman shows up on my radar, and trans women being women, it’s not much of a shock to say I have experience sleeping with and dating trans women. Non-binary is a bit trickier for me because it can be hard to tell someone is non-binary (unless they are blatantly androgynous or ambiguous) until you ask. But they do indeed show up on the radar too, on occasion.
Unlike my other lists, which are samplings, this one is actually a complete list because well, I just don’t have as much experience with non-men folk in general. As with my list of trans men, I use the terms these women and people actually used for themselves.
we need more stories like this